since like tuesday i’ve been waiting around for my Marine to tell me if he still wants to be in a relationship or not and i can’t handle it anymore… i still want to be with him and he doesn’t know what the fuck he wants anymore! i’ve had anxiety and been in tears, i am absolutely in love with him and hurts to think he might not feel the same… i just want to work things out but it doesn’t seem like he wants to or that he’s to fucking busy!
i feel as though they have lost all of my boyfriends mail that i’ve been sending to him and he has gotten 0 mail from me. my post office is known to loose peoples mail so i might freak the fuck out on them! because for the next 2 months, 1 week and 3 days mail is all that i have and that is what our relationship is fucking based on!
a part of me wants you to give up and come home, but the other part wants you to stay and so you can follow through with a career!
but if you were to stay then i’d hate the fact that i can only see you once in a while!
it will only take a minute, its just like 6 questions and they’re only opinion
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!
i just don’t want to be here anymore!
all he wants is my body, he’s made that clear!
and all i want is to be swept off my feet
clearly neither of us are going to win!